Friday, September 16, 2011

The good, the bad and the ugly!! Bullet style for added convenience ;)

How it is right now... bullet style!
  • I don't post as much as I should or need to.  Duh!
  • I tend to only write about the good stuff in realtion to my band.  I need to start sharing the not so good stuff too.
  • I am losing really good numbers right now.  I know my band might be slightly too tight but I am losing really good numbers right now!
  • I started this journey never wanting to 'bring up food after I had eaten it'.  I have.  Lots.  And you know what - it's ok.  It doesn't mean I am failing it just means I still need to learn to slow down and/or when to stop eating.
  • Everytime I get a fill I wish I didn't have the band!  Not because it's bad, but because it stops me eating how Fat Kellie wants to eat!!
  • Oh I still have Fat Kellie on the brain.  She's just not wanting to leave.  I want her gone.  Yesterday!
  • I look in the mirror now and I do see changes in my body.  Finally!!
  • I believe I can be skinny.  I actually believe it and am not just wishing for once!
  • I still have a long way to go.
  • I hate that I can no longer drink my iced milk coffee.  Cold milky drinks just are not agreeing with me lately.
  • I bought my first pair of knee high boots and the normal size calf without elastic fit me....just!
  • I can't believe it has been 10 months already.  I am really proud of myself for being selfish and doing this for me.
  • I am almost into double digits!  It has been at least 15 years since I weighed less than 100kg (220 pounds).  I will dance and act all crazy when this finally happens...because I want to!! 
  • I started doing aqua aerobics.  I love it! 
  • Work really sucks balls - really big hairy ones - right now.  Budget cuts are looming and I am not sure if I will make it through still employed but I hope I do, even though I don't like my job at all.
  • I will be taken my monthly comparison photos this week.
  • I can now see my collarbones without stretching my neck out weird-like in order to see them!
  • I wish I had loads of money so I could fly over to attend BOOBS and meet some truly inspirational people but short of winning the lottery that's not going to happen :( 
TGIF - I am definaltey looking forward to 2 days off work :)

 

6 comments:

  1. It showed up when you commented, but for some reason I couldn't find ya when I was looking for your through my followers part. I don't really know how to explain it, but you're all good! :)

    Also, super jealous about the calf size. Mine are still HUGE!

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  2. keep it up girl! can't wait to see the pics!

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  3. Oh all of the good bullets are soooo awesome!

    I wish you could come to boobs too!!

    You will keep learning (well at least I do) forever.

    I can so relate to your hating the having to give up eating 'your style'...Tonight I totally wanted to eat my old way. Now though...I am glad I couldn't. The clothes and energy are way worth the tight band.

    xxxooo

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  4. I've always wanted tall boots and now that I've lost the weight, I really need to get in there and try some on! What a great victory!

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  5. so glad to hear from you!! I feel the same way right now! I have had this newish fill for about a month and although I am thrilled with the results I just want to take a bite of something and now worry about it!

    I feel like one say I will be able to!

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  6. Just wanted to stop by and say hi, I'm a new follower of your blog!

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