- I don't post as much as I should or need to. Duh!
- I tend to only write about the good stuff in realtion to my band. I need to start sharing the not so good stuff too.
- I am losing really good numbers right now. I know my band might be slightly too tight but I am losing really good numbers right now!
- I started this journey never wanting to 'bring up food after I had eaten it'. I have. Lots. And you know what - it's ok. It doesn't mean I am failing it just means I still need to learn to slow down and/or when to stop eating.
- Everytime I get a fill I wish I didn't have the band! Not because it's bad, but because it stops me eating how Fat Kellie wants to eat!!
- Oh I still have Fat Kellie on the brain. She's just not wanting to leave. I want her gone. Yesterday!
- I look in the mirror now and I do see changes in my body. Finally!!
- I believe I can be skinny. I actually believe it and am not just wishing for once!
- I still have a long way to go.
- I hate that I can no longer drink my iced milk coffee. Cold milky drinks just are not agreeing with me lately.
- I bought my first pair of knee high boots and the normal size calf without elastic fit me....just!
- I can't believe it has been 10 months already. I am really proud of myself for being selfish and doing this for me.
- I am almost into double digits! It has been at least 15 years since I weighed less than 100kg (220 pounds). I will dance and act all crazy when this finally happens...because I want to!!
- I started doing aqua aerobics. I love it!
- Work really sucks balls - really big hairy ones - right now. Budget cuts are looming and I am not sure if I will make it through still employed but I hope I do, even though I don't like my job at all.
- I will be taken my monthly comparison photos this week.
- I can now see my collarbones without stretching my neck out weird-like in order to see them!
- I wish I had loads of money so I could fly over to attend BOOBS and meet some truly inspirational people but short of winning the lottery that's not going to happen :(
Friday, September 16, 2011
The good, the bad and the ugly!! Bullet style for added convenience ;)
How it is right now... bullet style!